The Hate Needs to Stop!!

         As a Mom I have worried about my children but I did not lived in fear,  as an Autism Mom, I worry and have a few fears, well that all changes this afternoon when Mr. Trump is sworn in. For the first time since I heard the word Autism 11 years ago, I have great fear for my sons future, for their freedom, education and protection from others. I have seen so much hate with this election, it scares me. BTW it is on both sides, not just one side.

        While part if me wants to posts all of Trump's shortfalls to try to get others to understand why everyone needs to be concerned, I won't because it won't help. All the posts do is promote arguments, name calling and hate. While there have been times I was able to have healthy debates with Trump supporters as I tried to understand why they felt Trump was a good choice. Please note, I did try to understand, I searched, and searched trying to find one good plan of his that would give me a bit of hope that he will be a good President. Sadly most of my debates turned nasty from the other side, I was called things I would never even call my worst enemy. The worst part of that was some that I thought were my friends allowed it to happen. I am all for a healthy debate but the hate was too much for me.

        The hate in this country is what is destroying America, THE HATE NEEDS TO STOP!!!

      For 8 years I have watched many blame Obama for everything wrong in their life. It feels like America saw two different President Obama. For a long time I have been wondering how is it, so many see him so differently. Last night looking at many different post comments about the Obama's leaving the white house, it came to me. Most people see what they want to see, they understand their single view of the topic and refuse to acknowledge other possibilities. Not many have the ability to look at both sides and see the bigger picture. Maybe it is because of my upbringing, being so sick, having to be wallflower, and by being a survivor, I have a very different perspective on life, my views on topics are out of the box, hell most of the time I destroy the box. One of the big topics Trump supporters keep stating it is Obama's fault that there are so many mass shootings nowadays. I have read many arguments on this topic and read many reasons why everyone thinks it is Obama's fault and it seems many miss the fact that Obama was not holding the gun, therefore it is not his fault.

        America also needs to face the fact that one person is not responsible for another's choice. I grew up in a house with parents that were prejudice towards others. Does that mean that I grew up being prejudice?  Hell no, I grew up the direct opposite. I spent most of the first 4 years of my life in a hospital, I am a survivor of every form of abuse, I was molested by 2 different people for years before I was 8 and I was raped by a boyfriend at 17, do I blame my shortfalls on them, no. Do I blame them for things that go wrong in my life, no. It happened, it sucked and yes it is still hard to overcome some of the shit I went though but I do my best to be a good person. While my experiences left me with a lot of insecurities, it also left me with a very different perspective of life. I look for the best in life, I find the silver lining to the clouds, I own who I am and what I have done and do not blame anyone or anything for my decisions. Now what could be the silver lining of my childhood hell??  Easy, my perspective on life has helped me help my children. The roadblocks of so many illnesses have helped me realize that the diagnosis of Autism does not limit my sons future, it does not define who they are or that no matter what, they can and will be independent. No President, friend, foe or even my parents created who I am today. I created me by the choices I made in life, I am the one that is accountable for my actions, not the President, not my parents, me. I think that is something Society needs to understand, no one makes the choice for you, you make your own choices. In high school I drank, I drank a lot to try and hide from the hate and abuse form my mother. I was making a bad choice, many would say it was her fault, that telling me daily how ugly I was and how she hated me and wished she had aborted me would be a good reason to drink, but it wasn't. Then one day I was so depressed I drank a bottle of vodka in an hour, passed out and couldn't remember a thing the next day. After the hangover, I thought about how I felt, I knew I could not continue down that path so I made the decision that I would not drink when I am depressed. It can be hard at times but for the most part I have kept to that decision. Have I slipped up a couple of times? Yes I am human and I make mistakes but I hold myself accountable. Who I am today was not decided by the actions of others, it was because of the choices I have made, some good, some bad but in the end, I do not blame others, I just do the best I can to be a good person and to help others.
      

         So to all those that want to blame Obama for mass shootings, stop!  Put the blame where it belongs, the person holding the gun. They made the wrong choice and deserve to be punished for it. But you blaming Obama for what the shooter has done, is you making the choice to spread hate for Mr. Obama when Mr. Obama didn't even know the shooter. And you and others spreading hate for Mr. Obama is not resolving or proving anything, it is just creating more hate, so STOP!

       Soon Mr. Trump will become my President, while my stomach is twisted with stress about it, I will not bash him, I will not put him down because I want the hate to stop. For everyone that does not support Mr. Trump, please do not act as many did towards Mr. Obama. No matter who is President, it is up to every individual to make the a decision - Do you want the hate to continue or do you want it to stop?  If you see a post that upsets, you have three choices, spread hate, ignore it or look into how you can help those affected by the post.  No ones controls your response but you!!  I for one will be ignoring or finding ways to help, but if I do see hateful comments I may reply with -

#TheHateNeedsToStop

Numb with Nerves

   I could barely sleep last night worrying about the election results. Mike kept telling me not to worry but my gut was telling me something very different. Then around 6am I looked at my phone and my nightmare was true, Donald Trump was elected President. So many things went through my head, wondering how we are going to tell the boys, how we will assure them everything will be OK and how I will do it while keeping my emotions in check.

   You may be wondering why our boys would be so affected by the election results, well our boys are not your average children. Growing up with Autism has given them a different perspective on life, just as my childhood gave me a different perspective on life. The boys have been watching and learning during this election, some has been good, some bad and some very bad. Early on in the election, the boys did not like Trump, they had a bad feeling about him. While we did try to keep a lot of the bad stuff away from the boys, they did hear some things from Trump videos. Each time, they would be very upset with his words. They would say he is mean, that he should respect woman and that he is a bully. My boys know what a bully looks like as they have had to deal with them, just like every woman survivor knows Trump is an abuser as we have dealt with them. Mike and I have raised the boys to respect woman and to treat them right, so we were proud that they knew Trump's behavior was wrong. What concerned us was that Trump supporters didn't.

      When the boys got up this morning, we told them. Donald didn't believe us and K&K were upset. Karl cried, he said, "all my wishes and prayers were wasted."  My heart broke as I asked him what he meant. He said "every 11:11 he wished Trump would lose and he prayed to God that he would lose."  He asked to stay home, then Kyle asked to stay home also, we said they could. We turned on the cartoon Skylanders for a couple of episodes to let them relax for a bit. Then we asked them what their fears were. Kyle didn't really have any fears but did not like that Trump won. Karl worried about the wall, Trump being mean but he mostly feared what will happen to therapies for children. See Karl understands how much his Early Intervention helped him, he understands how important therapy is and he fears that since Trump mocks people with Special Needs that he will not want to help them like Hillary wanted to help. At age 10 Karl is so wise, he has the ability to see the bigger picture even when he doesn't understand it all, he takes after me like that. This ability can be a blessing and a curse, it gives us the ability to see both sides of situations but it also shows us how things can go horribly wrong, luckily it also gives us time to prepare. Knowing that Karl was feeling the same feelings I had been feeling, I explained to the boys that everything would be OK. I explained that I had the same fears as Karl, that the support for children with Autism would be decreased and that Autism acceptance may get harder but not to worry. I explained to them that our shop opened just in time to help families, I reminded them that all the toys we sell are Sensory, Therapy and Social based and that we can teach parents how to help their children like we helped our boys.  We also talked about how as a family we have overcome many obstacles and that we will continue to do so.

   Then we turned our talk to respecting Mr. Trump. We talked about the fact that while we like  President Obama, there are many that did not approve of him and bashed him every chance they could. Mike and I explained to the boys that there will not be any Trump bashing in our house and that we will respect Mr. Trump as our President even if we do not agree with him or his actions. We explained that no matter what we would protect the boys, that I may have to become a more vocal Autism Activist and that together we can do anything. We talked about how we can do our part to make America great again by being good to others.

   Now for my message to America - No President can make America great again!!!!!! Only Americans can make America great!!!!

Ways to do that are:

Stop bashing others!
Stop putting other down!
Stop judging!
Stop assuming!
Let people have their own opinion!
Be supportive!
Be Caring!
Be understanding!
Accept Difference!
Shop Local!
Look for the positive!
Get off your computer more!
Be friends in real life, not just online!
Stop complaining and start living!

I could go on and on but I think you get the idea;)

                                                               Embrace Autism

More than a Gift Shop

                My shop sign says Karleen’s Ideas ‘Gift Shop’ but Karleen’s Ideas is so much more than a gift shop.  I have combined my love for children & my love for creating to help Special Needs families and to make unique gifts for everyone.  

                My parents told me that even when I was sick in the hospital I always wanted to play & help the other children in the hospital, I am happy to say that I never outgrew wanting to help others. Now 43 years later God has blessed me with 4 amazing children even though Doctors thought that would be impossible. My daughter is typical, well as typical as any child can be, LOL and our 3 sons have Autism. From the moment Dr. Singer said that Donald should be tested for Autism, I have been eager to learn the best ways to help him and then his brothers. About 8 years ago Donald’s OT asked me if I could try to make a weighted blanket at reasonable prices as she knew I could sew. I looked at some examples of weighted blankets and did a lot of research before I designed my weighted blankets. Over the years I have tweaked my technique but one thing that has not changed is that they are made with love. While there are many companies that are making millions selling weighted blankets, I am not making those millions as I am not making them to get rich, I am making them to help children. Shortly after I started making weighted blankets, I created pressure tubes, weighted lap pads, weighted shawls, sensory bags, sensory blankets and fidget strips. I will not have a large number of items in stock as most items are custom made for the child/adult that needs them. I believe it is more important to make a weighted blanket to what a person likes and what their interests are instead of them just getting what is in stock.  I work with parents to create the perfect weighted blanket or sensory item for each child.

                Years later to help bring awareness to Autism and other diseases, I started to make awareness bracelets. I found making jewelry relaxing so I started to created theme jewelry, then I found myself just looking for unique beads to make other styles of jewelry, lots of jewelry so much jewelry I opened Karleen’s Ideas at our house on December 11, 2011. Wanting to fill the porch with more items, I started creating items with the fabric scraps from the weighted blankets. I started making fabric gift bags, hats, neck warmers, Christmas Stockings, etc…. Now almost 4 ½ years later Karleen’s Ideas outgrew my porch so we have moved the shop to a retail space in Kennebunkport. Over the past few weeks I have painted walls, built cube organizers, arranged displays and setup all the merchandise. I am so happy to have the shop out of the house as I can now carry more Sensory Items & carry Therapy Toys to help more children and parents.

                As I said Karleen’s Ideas is more than a Gift Shop, at Karleen’s Ideas you will find many Shell Crafts, Jewelry, Christmas Stockings, Hats, Neck Warmers, Dream Catchers, Wind Chimes, Awareness Items, Sensory items and Therapy Toys. You will also find me ready to help you find or design the perfect gift for your loved one, help you find the perfect sensory item, help you create a sensory diet for your child or yourself and to help you understand your sensory based child. In the near future I will be having workshops to help parents. It was always a dream of mine to have my own store, Karleen’s Ideas is not only my dream come true, it is a future for my sons. Adults with Autism have a difficult time keeping a typical job so there will be times you will see the boys working at the shop so they can learn how to run a business. Working at the shop will also help them with social situations, they will learn to be independent, learn to work together and learn how to help others.

                So when you need a special gift, a weighted blanket, sensory item or therapy toys, I hope you stop by Karleen’s Ideas.

      Grand Opening is April 1st as it is the perfect way to start Autism Awareness Month.

Karleen's Ideas

24 Ocean Ave.

Kennebunkport

                                                            

Small Breakthrough

     Karl struggles with understanding what the right choice is most of the time. Many times he makes the wrong decision because he is confused about what is right and what is wrong.  While I do my best to teach him right from wrong, it is hard for him to understand as he sees his peers break the rules, at times peers have played tricks on him by telling him to do the wrong thing or because it a confusing situation. We have been working with him on this topic, trying social stories, explaining what he should do and recently I have been using movies to help.

     When we watch a movie where a character makes a bad decision, I pause the movie and talk with Karl and Kyle. I ask them if the decision was good or bad. They usually understand it was a bad decision, so I ask why it was a bad decision. They give me examples and are usually spot on. So then I ask them what could be some consequences from that bad decision, they have fun trying to figure out what is going to happen n the movie. Then we watch the movie, pausing now and then to discuss their answers verses what happened and discuss what could happen in real life.

 Last night I came home and he ran up to me, this was our conversation:

K - "Does Amazon cost money to watch a movie?
Me - "Yes, some movies cost money. Why?
K - "I was looking for a movie, I found one and clicked on it. I saw it would cost money and thought:

         Mommy will be mad at me
         I will get in trouble
         I will get grounded

     So I shut Amazon off and went on Netflix."
Me - "I AM SOOO PROUD OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I picked him up an held him so tight :)  

Fears and Helping Others

     Karl has a fear of being picked up or carried, not having something under his feet is extremely upsetting to him. He use to scream at the top of his lungs if I picked him up so I have been working with him on this for 6 years. I would pick him up for a minute, he would scream at first but with time he found he was safe and did not scream so I would extend the time each time I held him. Now he will let me carry him for a few minutes so I do little things like twirl with him in my arms to make him laugh. We have come a long way in 6 years but he still gets nervous now and then.



    Today at Walmart a gentleman was having a hard time reaching an item on the top shelf, he was about to step on the bottom shelf to reach it. I offered to help him but it was too far back for me to reach. I warned the gentleman not to stand on the shelves as he would fall. he suggested that I could pick up one of the boys for which I agreed. I figured Karl was the best choice as Donald is too heavy and Kyle's arm are too short.



     We asked Karl, he got scared and went to hide, I stopped him, and explained to the gentleman that Karl had Autism. I then explained to Karl that by letting me pick him up we would be helping someone and that would be the right thing to do. He agreed and let me pick him up, although this time I had to left him higher then I have ever lifted him. He was shaking but didn't say a word, he just reached for the items, brought them forward and turned to hold my shoulders as I put him down. I had tears filling my eyes as I was so proud that he put his fears aside to help a stranger. The gentleman seemed confused why this meant so much to me and why I praised Karl so much. I explained Karl's fears to him, you could see on his face that he really appreciated what Karl did for him and repeatedly thank Karl. Karl turned with an 'aw shucks' attitude saying your welcome.

Embrace Autism don't fight Autism!!

          Over the next few weeks everyone’s social media will be flooded with ‘light it up blue’ posts, but you will not see those posts on my pages as I will never support Autism $peaks. April 2 is World Autism Awareness Day but A$ has hijacked that day as ‘light it up blue’ so everyone tends to wear blue to show support for Autism. Bright blue is NOT the awareness color for Autism, it is the awareness color for A$. The awareness colors for Autism are red, navy blue, yellow & aqua.

            Many think that because A$ brings awareness to Autism that it is OK to support them, that because they do research it is OK to support them and that because they are the largest Autism organization that they are the best organization to support. Being the largest organization does not make them the best organization to support, it just means that they have great fundraising skills with 22% of the funds raised going right to fundraising costs with only 4% of funds raised going to family services. Please remember that most of their money goes to research not helping families (some of their research upsets me so much I cannot write about it),  As for Autism Speaks mission & research many really need to do their research to make sure they want to support Autism Speaks.

            A$ Mission: From their website –

"At Autism Speaks, our goal is to change the future for all who struggle with an autism spectrum disorder.

We are dedicated to funding global biomedical research into the causes, prevention, treatments and a possible cure for autism. We strive to raise public awareness about autism and its effects on individuals, families, and society: and we work to bring hope to all who deal with the hardships of this disorder. We are committed to raising the funds necessary to support these goals.

Autism Speaks aims to bring the autism community together as one strong voice to urge the government and private sector to listen to our concerns and take action to address this urgent global health crisis. It is our firm belief that, working together, we will find the missing pieces of the puzzle."
From their mission statement – “We are dedicated to funding global biomedical research into the causes, prevention, treatments and a possible cure for autism.”

Two words in that sentence disturb me the most – prevention and cure – If I had found out during my pregnancy that Donald would have Asperger’s I would still have him as I still had Karl. Donald started the dx process while I was pregnant with Karl so I knew there was good chance Karl had Autism. I knew I was right when Karl was 6 weeks old as he was ‘too good’ and doctors started seeing signs of Autism at 12 months. Now I had two children in the dx process and thinking about trying for another, we had no worries about having another child with Autism, no thoughts about preventing Autism because at this time we had already embraced Autism. Next thing we knew, we were expecting Kyle, Kyle was 6 weeks old when Dr. Y dx’d Donald and Karl. She then looked at Kyle and said “we are watching you now” and we started laughing. Kyle was diagnosed with HFA just before his third Birthday.  As for cure – my sons are not sick, they do not need to be cured!!!

“Autism Speaks aims to bring the autism community together…..”

I have never seen a time when A$ aims to bring the Autism community together, especially since they do not listen to what adults with Autism have to say. They seem to go out of their way to ignore what people with Autism have to say. If they truly wanted to bring the Autism community together they would listen to those that have Autism!! 

What they say during speeches has a different story from their mission. Saying things like:

"Each day across this country, those three million moms, dads and other care-takers I mentioned wake to the sounds of their son or daughter bounding through the house.  That is - if they aren’t already awake. Truth be told, many of them barely sleep—or when they do – they somehow sleep with one ear towards their child’s room—always waiting. Wondering what they will get into next. Will they try to escape? Hurt themselves? Strip off their clothes?  Climb the furniture? Raid the refrigerator?  Sometimes – the silence is worse.

These families are not living.

They are existing. Breathing – yes.  Eating – yes. Sleeping- maybe.  Working- most definitely - 24/7."

While I agree Autism parents wake to children bounding through the house but so do MANY typical parents. All children have times when they wake before their parents, get into things and create chaos. Does it take Autism children longer to learn to not create chaos, yes it takes longer but it can be done. Before anyone states that I do not understand how hard it can be, rest assured I do understand. We had to have locks on all our windows & doors for Karl as he was an escape Artist. But through the years he learned to come into my room upon waking and now he plays quietly in his room as he likes to let me sleep in now & then. As for Autism parents barely sleeping – most typical parents barely sleep, so what is the difference? Sorry but the only well rested parents I have ever seen are one that have nannies. As for stripping his clothes off, Karl did that too, there was a 4 month time period that I redressed Karl 30 times a day until he learned that he had to keep his clothes on. Raid the refrigerator – every child raids the refrigerator. Silence – EVERY parent in the world dreads silence as we all know are children are getting into something they shouldn’t. Now before you get mad at me for my comments, please realize I am not making light of the issues as they are real issues, I am simply pointing out that ALL parents deal with these issues and that sometimes a child with Autism has typical child behavior, it is not always because of Autism. Too many Autism parents forget that their child has a typical side too.

The part of that speech that really bothers me is - “These families are not living.

They are existing. Breathing – yes.  Eating – yes. Sleeping- maybe.  Working- most definitely - 24/7.”

Where is the ‘hope’ they speak of in their mission in that statement? Sorry but if an Autism family is only existing and not living, well that is their choice, it is not Autism’s fault. I will say that events and such can be hard to do when you have a child with Autism but it is not impossible. I have 3 sons with Autism and I can take them shopping, to the movies, town events, etc.......It takes a LOT of planning, trial & error and even some meltdowns for them to learn how to cope in new environments but they did it because I pushed them to do so. If you do not try and sometimes try many times then you will never succeed.

“And if you know autism, you know we are looking at a monumental health crisis. And, we have no national plan.”

Autism is not a monumental health crisis as Autism in not a disease.

“In the next ten years, 500-thousand Americans with autism will be growing up and out of the system which means they will no longer qualify for the services they rely on every day.

 And, what about their parents? How much can we ask them to handle? How long will it be before the exhaustion makes them ill?  How long before they break?

And, if they do – who cares for these children?”

Again – Where is the ‘hope’ in that statement??  Parents should not be counting on services to take care of their children until doctors and specialists are 100% sure the child will never be independent as the child approaches adulthood. As parents we are our child’s first teacher, we are their therapist when the EI therapist leaves the house, we are their OT in between appointments so it is up to us to teach our children to be independent adults. Granted some may not be able to but most can when their parents teach them. My sons are 6, 8 & 13 and never once have I thought about them having to be on SSI or that they will have to live in a group home. Every minute of every day is about teaching them to be independent adults, granted it is not easy but no one ever said parenting was easy. I do realize that they may have trouble working in a typical environment which is why we have a backup plan. My shop Karleen’s Ideas will be there for them if they need it. Donald is a great salesman and photographer, Karl is the Artist and we can tell Kyle has great business sense to run the business part of the shop.

 

The above excerpts are from one speech but many of their other speeches are negative and make Autism seem like the worst thing that can happen to a child, Autism is not the worst thing that can happen.  My oldest has cried many times because of the way A$ talks about those with Autism. As you will see in the chart below 21% of the funds they raise goes towards spreading negative Autism Awareness.  In my opinion Autism Speaks biggest problem is that they are fighting Autism which is a fight they are not going to win. They focus their time on finding a cure which in and of itself is fighting Autism when they should be focusing their time on ways to help children cope in Society. Parents that spend their time screaming from the rooftops that there needs to be a cure are the parents that should be using that time to work one on one with their child. Sorry if it sounds harsh but instead of spending hours upon hours on social media insisting researchers have to find a cure, spend that time helping your child achieve his/her next goal.

              All too often I hear, you have no idea how hard it is as your children are high functioning. The first correction I make is that only two are high functioning, Karl is moderate functioning. The second correction is that sometimes high functioning can be just as hard as low functioning. Why?  Because many children and adults that are high functioning feel they know it all and/or have no desire to learn better, faster or easier ways to accomplish things.  Whereas many lower functioning children want to learn, they want to understand and want to communicate. Having the desire to learn gives a parent a blank canvas to work with and there are no limits as to what a child can or cannot do. The worst thing I hear an Autism parent say is ‘my child cannot do that because he has Autism.’ That one statement will be the very reason why your child will not do that task as you have predetermined what your child can/cannot do. When A$ gives a speech, their speech is filled with talk of what a child with Autism cannot do and what Autism parents cannot do so they are basically telling everyone that there is no hope and your dreams for your child are gone.

                I am here to say your dreams are not gone!!! When a child is born some parents have dreams that their child is going to be a lawyer, a doctor, the President, etc……. I have never understood why parents to that, it creates so much unneeded pressure, not only on the parents but on the child, pressure that even most typical children cannot handle. My dreams for my children have always been that they are able to find their path, their happiness and are respectful & caring to others. Maybe this is why I did not cry when all my sons got their Autism dx and why I did not mourn the future I had dreamed for them. Because their canvas is still blank and my dreams for them are still possible. My Donald says he knows his path and it is theater :)

                So instead of screaming from the rooftops that we need a cure for Autism, I have Embraced Autism and I work with my boys every minute of everyday to build upon their strengths. Is Autism easy? Hell No!!!! But it is not the hardest thing in life either. The hardest part is dealing with Society and the negative attitude people have towards Autism.  Sadly many parents make Autism harder than it needs to be, sorry if this offends you but it is true in many cases. Many parents think that because their child has Autism they should go easier on their child and allow the child to have bad behaviors because they feel that their child does not understand what they are doing wrong. Parents need to always ask themselves ‘will that behavior be allowed when he/she is 30?’ If the answer is no then the parents need to correct said behavior. Disciplining a child with Autism is OK to do as they need to learn that actions have consequences. Some parents do not push their child out of their comfort zone because it may cause a meltdown or let their child spend a LOT of time on IPads, gaming systems and computers because that is the only thing their child wants to do. Lately I have been seeing a LOT of posts and/or comments about 13 year olds being homebound, some not leaving their bedroom for months at a time and that the children want to play video games all day long. Parents asking how they can help their child because they are lost as to what to do. I know this harsh but it NEEDS to be said “BE A PARENT.”  Parents have to stop letting their child do what is comfortable all the time and start pushing their child out of their comfort zone so their child can interact with others. Recently I was talking to my son’s school principle, explaining how computers are Karl’s worst enemy and how his teachers are realizing how bad they are for Karl. No child with Autism should be on a computer, IPad or video games until that child has learn how to cope in Society and how to interact with others.  I get it, video games can be a great way for our children to ignore what is around them and relax but that is not that is happening to your child. Your child is learning how to avoid people, how to hide from the world and how to have no reason to leave their bedroom. (Gaming systems should never be in a child’s bedroom)

              Autism & Asperger’s has been around forever but only in the past 10 years have Doctors learn how to better diagnose it, so we have many adults with Asperger’s that have not been diagnosed or were diagnosed as adults. Most of those adults now have careers, families and are very successful but many parents of Aspie children fear their child will not be able to live on their own, sadly A$ encourages this fear.  What is the difference between now and 30 years ago?? Computers, IPads & video games!!!

               Yes computers can make life easier but I have never heard anyone say that the easy way was the right way. IPads – many say that the apps you can get on an IPad are a great way for child with Autism to communicate but what many do not realize is that the same app takes away a child’s incentive to learn to communicate for themselves because the IPad does it all for him/her. I refused all electronics for Karl when he was nonverbal, something in me screamed that ‘old school’ was the way to teach Karl. We started with teaching Karl sign language so he would have basic communication to ask for drinks, food, etc… Then we went onto to picture exchange so he would have more choices. Every time he gave me a picture, I made him try to make a sound. Once he got a word, he would not get the wanted items until he said that word. It got to the point that he did not want to go three rooms away to get a picture so he started to speak without pictures and we kept building up his vocabulary from there. Yes an IPad would have made communication easier but then it is possible that Karl would still be nonverbal, a chance I was not taking.

Everyone has choices in life, you can choose how you want to parent, some ways are right and some ways are wrong. For me, I choose to try to always find the balance. While I am very understanding to my boys Autism, I also expect them to have proper behavior. While part of me wants to keep them in their comfort bubble, I know doing so would be a big mistake as then they will not be able to live independently so I am always pushing them out of their comfort zone with a great deal of patience. So I decide all my choices by asking myself how my choice will affect their future. 

            When it comes to deciding what Autism organization to support, I look at every factor of that organization to see if their mission & actions have the same morals that I have. I choose not to support A$ because they do not care about my sons feelings (or others with Autism) when they speak negatively about Autism. They do not utilize their funds so the majority of their funds go to helping families. They provoke fear instead of encouraging acceptance. They do not listen to people with Autism, my list can go on and on….

           But the main reason I will not support A$ is that I want my sons to know they are wanted, that they are not diseased, that they have a bright future, that there are no limits as to what they can accomplish, that I Embrace their Autism and that I love every part of them, quirks and all :)




April 11 is Embracing The World of Autism Day. Please wear orange to show your support for Autism Acceptance.
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Congradulation!! You're....

Grounded!!!

Lately I have been running out of time & patience with the boys - I am spending a lot more time at school, play demands for Donald, business is increasing, Mike is on the road more lately, the house is a mess & Karl and Kyle are getting too old for time out so they have been acting up more. Last week I saw a new form of punishment that is more effective than time outs and will help me with cleaning the house. The photo shows Karl's list that we are working with right now. I am tweaking the projects as they try them, for example it says dinner but for Karl & Kyle that will be changing to breakfast & lunch. The amount of points vary to their age, Kyle 150, Karl 200 and Donald 500.

This week they have been thinking that the points adding up was no big deal so they all have a LOT of points. Now that it is Saturday and they cannot watch TV, use computers or play with toys they see the error of their ways. Since we are about to get a third storm in a week I know they really want to get off groundation so they can have fun during their snow days. So I made them a deal, they all work together to clean both bathrooms top to bottom and they will get off groundation  this time.

I was very clear to them that this is a one time offer as they are still learning the new system. Although I think as we amend the sheets, I will be adding working together projects on each sheet. Working together has been a very hard task for the boys as they each want to be in charge, each thinks they know more than the others and usually they all end up fighting.  Although for the past hour they have been upstairs working together to clean my bathroom and they are not fighting :)

Really hoping this new system works, only time will tell :)